I guess no one will visit this blog already, good in a way, get to pen down my thoughts, nothing but rants.
yah, I've been complaining I've lost my motivation to study since end of Term 3 and hence expecting myself to do worse than Midyears. Well, I really did prepare myself to do badly, but what's worse is I can't help but compare myself to others, when everyone is moving forward (improving so damn much), i'm running backwards.... How great right? Not able to be motivated at the very crucial moment......
But what's done is done, what's done can't be undone, what's the point of ranting right? 6 more weeks to A's, 2 more months to freedom. I know I don't want to feel the same as last year, and the only solution is to work my ass off for this very very last lap. I hope I've gotten my motivation back, and pray God will bless me with the determination, wisdom, time management to study hard & study smart. This time, not for others, but for myself, not only for myself, but to have this chance to glorify Him in my studies (since I was lucky enough to get a 2nd chance).
Yah, thank God I made awesome friends this year like my classmates (Mabel! Sheena,Glende,Michelle and many others making school life much more enjoyable), Eileen Evelyn Peiyu! whom I'm really glad to know (: & not forgetting Eugenia & Weixin! You two made my twitter life much more exciting and thank you for all the encouragement, I'm really looking forward to our long list of activities! ^^
okay not like they will read but well, for myself to read lor haha.
I will, I must uphold my promise to myself!
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