That aside, I'm doing well now, apparently much much happier than before. Don't ask me why, because I don't even know myself (: Maybe I've finally humble myself down, not wanting any additional attention, just wanna live as who I am and truly count my blessings (:

Something I'm guilty of is my studies and my spiritual walk. /: God gave me an additional chance, I don't wish to waste it just like that! So I wanna do it once more for myself and this time not with my own ability but truly through Him :D & in order to do so, I need and I want and I will build up my relationship with Him, for He is the one who gave me so much grace and blessings which I don't deserve at all!

He gave me a simple brain, maybe I misused it at times - thinking too much, but yet this little brain is filled with cranky ideas of how can I make someone's day happier, how one day I can have my fairytale, just plenty of imagination while daydreaming. & by thinking of all the nonsensical impossible things, I will feel much happier because it's hope and belief that one day maybe it will happen too (:

I truly wish how I am feeling now can continue..... Simply humbling myself down and not chase those materialistic stuff. & I believe I can be happy even when I'm standing alone, without you :D

& to you Earthlings out there, I hope you are happy too! :D keep smiling!
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