I'm bored at home but I'm lazy to go out too. Sighhh, bad time of the month, weather's bad!! Having headache for like past 2 days, sickening!

Things to be happy: I run around my house for nearly 1hour yesterday. (reason: sports shoes are in my dad's car) and I did 60 situps! (: but my legs and tummy are hurting now. hurhur!

I wonder if I'll be busy next week onwards.
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Firstly, A'Levels is ending (seriously didn't expect it to past so fast, but I guess in a way it's good) Nevertheless, I'm praying hard for a miracle.

Secondly, I've changed my blogskin, am loving it: makes me wanna blog (though I really lost my inspiration)

Thirdly, I'm amazed by the things I've blogged over the 2 years (: It's not really a consistent update about my life, but it's the bits and pieces of how I felt, & I guess it feels rather good to re-read them (:

I always like these times when I can just stone and let my thoughts run, thinking about anything under the sun / stars. About family, about results, about friends, about myself.

Like how to overcome this Fear, the fear of Love.
Reliance & Trust were what I'm afriad of. After all, I've always been trying to convince myself - No single person belongs to you and only you, and no, I can never understand what everyone or anyone is thinking. That's when wall starts building up because I'm afraid of disappointment... and the list goes on.
The feeling of loneliness is very real and at times threatening.
That's the World we live in.
{Just some of my Thoughts}

Let those flashbacks keep playing, I need to rewind and reminisce;
Let the time freeze for just a little while more, I need few more moments before my thoughts are cleared;
Let the rain touch my face, to freshen up my senses, to brighten up my eyes;
Let me close my eyes and feel the stars above;
Just let me wander off into my fantasy,
& I promise to return by sun rise.

[Mood:lazy]
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