I think I over strained my back AGAIN. It's hurting so badly today. Worse still, headache got to hit me the whole of today and stomach isn't cooperating either. Losing my appetite, unable to finish my food, feeling abnormally bloated, and also wanting to puke. Geez, it's always like that when I'm feeling down / stressed / just not right. Sigh.

Oh something amusing, I was complaining to Janice about the terrible horrible vegetable headache, and I said, ' I think it is the bangs, I need to cut it off!' She added on, 'too heavy uh?' or 'it bangs my head.' Geez I can't remember which, but well I thought it's funny (: Oh I really trimmed my fringe! HAHA (:

I have been thinking much these few days & wondered a lot. I mean there're endless things to think, to imagine, to consider, to explore, but I think the best thing was the time spend with myself, listening to the music and just wander around in my own imagination, it's quite sweet (:
I may not be able to come up with any conclusion, but definitely I managed to clear some doubts with myself, & simply find reasons for me to smile.

There's no reason to hate someone, but there's a reason to love & appreciate the person more, because if it's not for each person who entered into my life, I won't be who I am today. Right? (: Something I hope I can learn.

I should put aside 'I' and think more for 'others'.
I know what a big difference from the previous previous post, but I can't always wish for things to go my way. & being sad here won't change anything because who really can understand the struggles I am having with myself, who can really see how hard I'm fighting with my own feelings?

You can say that I'm just trying to convince/decieve myself. I may not succeed but at least I tried (:
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