Parents Meeting wasn't any form of encouragement, instead it's words of distrust that pierced through my heart. No, improvement is just bullshit if it's not up to your standard. Did you know how I felt at that moment? -Heartbroken, you didn't care how hurting it was. All I could do is to keep quiet and keep fidgeting to prevent my tears from flowing. Guess even my tutor was shocked when she asked if I've anything to say (just to defend for myself), and my reply was, 'No.' This was how discouraged I am.
Just finish posting at the GP blog. Time to do other stuff.
P.S. Giving my ears a break - peace.
P.P.S. work : not productive.
P.P.P.S. I'm falling sick.
I'm falling apart. I'm barely breathing. With a broken heart. That's still beating.
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