
It's a fight against myself. Inferiority and insecurity have crashed me down. It's really depressing how I have to convince myself every now and then that I
can and I
have to do it. It
seems like I'm on track, but no. The more practices I have, I more strength I need to convince myself that practice more and I will get it, and soon I won't need help so frequently.
Am I encouraging myself or am I in self denial? I really hope those negative feelings will become source of encouragement and soon, I'll be smiling and giving myself a pat, telling myself 'Good Job!'
Keep the spirit up and continue the fight!
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