Dance SYF has officially come to an end.
Relief + sad that there isn't dance practices alrdy + a tinge of disappointment.
I'm caught in between the worst (COP) and the best (GWH). So should I be contented or disappointed?

I came to school feeling excited and nervous, hoping for the very best. We had long hours of doing up our hair, putting make up (it was more like art lesson), and finally heading to UCC. At first when we had last practice before we left the school, I was rather worried because we had last minute changes and were still rather uncertain. Seriously, it's the first time I am worried and feeling so insecure.

When we reached UCC, I felt embarrassed because seeing other school's costumes, I will go 'woah, how I wish...' Adding on, hearing stranger saying 'wah superman, batman!' It kinda crashed my confidence. Seeing other school dancers' doing stretching and stuff made me so nervous and inferior actually. The awaiting was torture. Then again, I was glad I requested Hannah and Crystal to pray together, it was awesome!

Finally, after months of practicing and polishing of steps, it's our big day and our time to shine as one team. Though there are still flaws but the feeling of dancing together with them is indescribable! Definitely an enjoyment! It was a short sweet 6min 30sec! When they announced, 'Nanyang Junior College- Silver.' It was silent. I was disappointed. I was trying so hard to be contented, but it's a struggle ):

Carrying higher hopes ends with greater fall.

I felt that we deserve better but after all it's still a Silver, what can I do? Sigh. The journey wasn't smooth nor easy, we faced many struggles but we still managed to overcome as one. Guess that's the different experience, it's no longer revolving only dancing and the rest is settled and well planned by the teachers. I see the dance team grow as one, strongly bonded and really how we support one another, it's something different. The time when I didn't want to join dance yet I ended up in dance. Times when I'm hesitant to be in SYF and yet I still decide to carry on. Times when I feel hopeless and there're people who will be there to give me a push. Times when we gather around just to talk and laugh and not forgetting playing Bridge! Thinking back, I will definitely miss dancing with this group of people. <3

Thank you Ming Sze and Matthew for the roses. Thank you Buddy, Janice, Xinying, Wei Sheng, Pei, Mervis, Renyi, Alvin, Louis, Guang Wen, Charlotte for the messages! Thanks Charlotte for calling (: Love <3

Also, congrats Stnicks for achieving a Gold with Honour for Modern Dance! (:

Tonight, the sky was filled with stars, & that made me alittle happier. (:
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