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Are you the Exception, or the Rule?

Thursday, February 26, 2009
10:20 PM

Yes, I'm still such a slacker. I slept till 1pm yesterday and today (: & the best part is I did nothing close to mugging! But hey, I do deserve to have some rest from the packed Block Tests schedule. It's 2 subject per day, with one sitting for each subject! That explains why I end on Wednesday.

Monday: GP, Physics

Tuesday: Mathematics, Economics

Wednesday: Chemistry

It was a total nightmare on Tuesday, it did feel horrible not able to write alot for Economics paper and people around me are using more than 10 pieces of paper. Geez. Well once again, not expecting much from it lah. Next up : Mid Years, time for a change.

Apart from all the sad story, Wednesday was such a beautiful day! Besides it's the last paper, JJXY had a great 2 hours of Bridge and a game of Daidi! It has been so long since I play Bridge, the feeling is so great (: Side track alittle, we bought a deck of cards just to play (: Well, we had to play from 12 to 2 plus because I've to wait for the Newsweek people to come before I could pay them the money for the class order.

After which, we headed down to Plaza Sing to catch a movie! The sun was blazing hot! We could feel the heat even when we were in the shelter ): & the very next moment, the sky turned dark, geeez weird weather. Guess what, I only knew what we were watching when we went into the theatre! : O As always, I'm so blur? Well we watched He's just not that into you! Well, I didn't expect much from it since I thought it was just another chick flick, but hey it was really an awesome movie (: It speaks of different stories each indivitual will face in their search of true love. This movie doesn't present you with the cliche fairy-tale-like-story, but instead a different perspectives each person may have and situations each person may face. & I don't mind watching it again! Oh did I mention that the audience was awesome too? Not being evil, but seriously there's this particular guy who laughed uniquely, and yes most of the time I was laughing at him xD We, the audience, was spontaneous! We made different sound effects ourselves and at the end of the movie, someone even clapped! Cool or what?

Girls are taught alot of stuffs growing up.

If a guy punches you, he likes you.

Never try to turn your own back,

And someday, you’ll meet a wonderful guy.

And get your very own happy ending.

Every movie we see, every story we’re told, implores us to wait for it.

The unexpected declaration of love,

The exception to the rule.

That sometimes, we’re so focused on finding our happy ending,

We don’t learn how to read the signs.

How to tell the ones who want us, from the ones who don’t,

The ones who’ll stay, from the ones who’ll leave.

And maybe the happy ending doesn’t include the wonderful guy.

Maybe its, you.

On your own.

Picking up the pieces and starting over.

Freeing yourself up for something better in the future.

Maybe the happy ending is just, moving on.

Or maybe the happy ending is worth,

Knowing that through all the other phone calls and broken hearts,

Through all of the wonders and misread signals,

Through all the pain and embaressment,

You never, ever, gave up hope.

From the movie, ‘He’s just not that into you’

Then I headed home for dinner. On my way home on the train, guess what I saw! A FULL HUGE RAINBOW! It's really awesome and amazing and magnificent and everything beautiful (: The funny thing is I kept bending down in the train to get the full view of the rainbow (I was standing) and being the typical Singaporeans, everyone was curious and was figuring out what I saw, an UFO? Haha.

It reminds me of a verse Genesis 9: 16

Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth.

At night, I was on the phone with Louis and it was great. The stunning thing is even though he isn't a believer, but he finish reading the bible (thinking it was a story book) at a tender age of 9! & he still can give me some verses which he can illustrate the story to me. Really, it was very encouraging and a wake up call for me. (: Anyway do take care and recover soon!

Yes I realised, even though the past 2 weeks weren't very pleasant, but as long as I can make the step to walk over the obstacle, it'll be another start of a great beginning for me. Now I truly understand the sermons in January (:

从苦难到荣耀之路

I haven't been very efficient and disciplined in the plans I have for myself. So I do hope I can really work on that and not wait till the very last minute when it's too late! Got to work hard work hard work hard!

What more can I give?

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Not even a little close to________.

Sunday, February 22, 2009
3:34 AM

Block tests starts tmr and I'm not at all prepared! Is it another round of Mid years?
Seriously, I'm kinda sick of this kinda feeling, having the thought of all failing is so depressing yet so real.

Man, it's affecting every aspect of me. Screw-ed/i-n-g.
And I thought one week of depressing / down moments are over.
Actually it was - I hope, not I thought.

I'm still standing right here, I'm not moving, and that's not right! ):
Change Change Change! start planning PROPERLY!

Crazy needs to settle down fast and make proper plans and more importantly is to stick with it!
Plans should not be subjected to change unnecessarily!

P.S Sometimes I said something not meant for the situation happening at that moment, but for some other issues. I'm too tired to explain. I'll just accept.

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When it's still all worth while

Friday, February 20, 2009
5:20 AM

Where should I start? Well I had Orientation last week and I tell you it was better than I expected! My OG group was fantastic! MARTY 4, 0916, YOU GUYS ARE THE BOMB! Great effort and thanks for making it such a memorable experience (:

Valentine's Day was alright I guess, received flowers from Buddy, Monster #1, Singing, Chipmunk, Yannie, Guys of 0823 (awh-so-sweet) and presents from Mar Mar, See Hiang, classmates! Thanks everyone (: Didn't join Buddy they all for movie cause I was too exhausted from Orientation ): Instead I went to get materials and back home to rest! Sadly my mom pulled me out of bed to go for the University Talk (which was just alright lor). It was then Dinner@915pm (:

This week was not very fantastic, had weird combination of feelings. I felt really stressed, down and just this unexplainable mixed feeling which made me feel suffocated ): Oh there's the Mortal and Angel Game which went well, without an end though, Mortal, you still owe me a present, you know!! lol. Well, I don't know lah, very stressed, very sleepy, very irritated, very down, very disturbed, very... I'm not sure myself. I felt nothing when running 8 rounds, I just felt empty.
Good Luck for Block Test, Crazy.

'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

Just remember, in the winter,
Far beneath, the bitter snow,
Lies a seed, that with the suns love,
In the spring, becomes a rose

I wish I could fully understand how to become a rose in the spring.

I don't know how real is this feeling, it's disturbing.

I give up playing hide-and-seek. Take it back, & I'll run away, not hiding anymore.
Keep it as long as you want, because I know everyone and everything have moved on, and I've given up waiting for a frank answer.

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