Let's have an update!
17.12: Swimming, mugging, catching up session with Lessy freak (:

It was awesome, I finally got to see this little girl I've missed for a year. She's still the same lovable girl, and laughing as ever. We used to share many little things and I'm glad that we still are. It's a great day spent at her house! Love you girl <3>
19.12-21.12: Youth Hour + Fellowship Camp!

It's another great camp! I've learnt much more and I desire to know God's words more and I've the passion to serve Him even more. However, there're still many uncertainties that are holding me back. Help me, Lord.

Anyway, it was a camp with a different experience! Amazing Race from Navigators to ECP (half of the time Bernice and I were bare-footed, cause we wore slippers). We started off to be the last, but we ended up to be the first! [The first will be the last, and the last be first] Maybe it is an experience of God's words? (: Then it was BBQ at Yi Nuo's big big gigantic house! For once, I didn't do the BBQ-ing (: I enjoyed the food. We had alot of joke at my table, the sausage and tabasco.

Ce Ren took the sausage.
Me: Hey, that's my sausage!
Ce Ren: *stares. That sounds wrong!

Qing Feng took the sausage
Bernice: Don't take my sausage!
*People around stared and laugh
Qing Feng/Bernice (cannot remember): Stop poking lah!

Ce Ren and Yi Han were talking about tabasco.
Ce Ren: I'll pour tabasco on you..... and I'll lick it.
Yi Han: OMG, I'll use coconut to protect myself.

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Then afterwhich we had 姐妹 night. All the sisters entered into the dark hall and bursting balloons with light sticks in it. Holding on to a light stick with number, we have to look for the guy with the same colour light stick and number. However, mine was non existant! Oh wells, so I didn't get anything in the end ): Then people started to watch Scary Movie which is lame. Then sleep!

The next day was sermon and quiet time. After which is Free Time, some went cycling some went to play captain's ball, I chose the latter but in the end I didn't play. The rest of the free time was Dai Di and 请你跟我这样做 with Zhi Ming, Yanling, Jialing, Bernice Qing Feng. Great fun, great laughter! We are the noisiest group (:

Night time activity were simple game with great meaning and awesome worship and sharing! I was really touched during the whole programme! Then Yanling, Qing Feng, Jeremy and Ting Yu had Dai Di / Gold Fish till 3am plus! After that I called Joon Kiat to get us foooooooooooooood! (: After foooooooooooooooooood time, left Qing feng, Jeremy, Yanling and I still awake kicking! We played Dai Di/ Bridge throughout the night! It was super hilarious in between. Well there were 3 people still in the multi purpose room (we were there too) so we got to be very quiet. However, Qing Feng kicked the chair and made some noise and I went SHHHHHHHH at him, who knows, next moment I tripped over the garbage and made noise. Geeeeez, what irony xD Then Jeremy was so tired, he said '8house' when we were bidding (bridge)! There were many little jokes inbetween and it was definitely a great night (: Thank you everyone for making this camp successful, meaningful and wonderful!

The next day I had to go The Legends early for I've to do the ppt, and I was dozing off during the sermon ): Then was the Christmas party, okay lor. Then HOME SWEET HOME (: I was practically dozing off at the bus stop waiting for my dad lah ):

24.12: Candlelight Service

Exhibition @ PS: FellowSHEEEP

Met up with some fellowship people for dinner @ BK then headed to church for the service. Before that we played Dai Di / Bridge again! But this time we felt pressurized, it was more like a Daniel VS Clement game lah! The service is okay lah, quite cool. It ended at 12am! My parents came to fetch me, yay! Then within 1 hour plus, I recieved 50 over msg plus today another 20 plus. Damn cool lah, my phone is exercising alot, vibrating. MERRRY CHRISTMAS!

Lastly: I love Faithfulness Fellowship! <3

Presents!

Given by: Clement. Thanks ah, what a panda!

Given by my aunt (:

Given by Mervis!

Hey Dino, Thanks alot all this while, be it giving me advices to survive in Junior College or messaging me to remind me about studying, bugging me to do my work, I'm really grateful! Frankly, I never thought I'll be good friends with you when I just knew you, but look! It's just amazing how you walked into my life. I apologize for bringing so much problems and troubles to you, but no matter what, I just wish to tell you, you're great and awesome! As for the surprise in my letterbox, I'm really touched. it's a photo puzzle and you must have spend alot of time cutting the picture into the puzzle pieces! 感动 neh! (:

<3

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Last Friends

Last Friends tackles issues that afflict the current generation. Michiru's mother has brought a man back to their home and she is bullied at her workplace where she works as a beauty parlour assistant. She starts cohabiting with her boyfriend, a good young man who works at the Child Welfare Division and the only person who can give her emotional support, but ends up the victim of domestic violence and becomes fearful of love.

The boyishly charming Ruka was a classmate of Michiru's in junior high school. She has performed brilliantly as a motocross racer and aims to win the national championship, but as the story progresses, a deep worry that she can neither confide in her parents or close friends grows evident.

Takeru is a hair and makeup artist acquainted with Ruka. He is a good confidant to females due to his kindness and perceptiveness, and finds himself attracted to Ruka but has a phobia of sex as a result of a past trauma [I think his sister kind of raped him(?)]. The three of them become house mates and through their associations with others, gain the capacity to be positive about life.

synopsis from DramaWiki.

Centered around the current generation's problem, Last Friends follow the various issues, most notably of domestic violence, gender identity disorder and trauma. Each of the five characters are represented by an issue, which are:
Love - Michiru
Liberation - Ruka
Agony - Takeru
Solitude - Eri
Contradiction - Sousuke

I won't go into details about the drama (11 episodes), since it's just revolving certain matters mentioned above. I just thought it was rather exciting at the front, but probably cause the plot was alittle too simple, I don't know. Nevertheless, it was still a great drama! Michiru's transformation from a weakling to a stronger woman who worked hard for her baby, Ruka's perseverance and determination in achieving her goal (a national racer), her undying, unconditional love for Michiru, Takeru's sensitivity and gentleness which brought happiness to the people around and also being able to face problems alone, Eri's happy go lucky character and Sousuke's love for Michiru (though it's conveyed in a wrong way).

I thought Sousuke was a bitch, in a way he kicks, hit Michiru whenever she doesn't do things his way (example: cutting man's hair, meeting Ruka, going home late), and also abusing himself (burn himself with a cigarette) just to blame Michiru indirectly. But it's a way he showed his love. He wanted Michiru for himself, wanting Michiru to see only him in her eyes, in her world, and nothing else. He will tried means and ways to get rid of obstacles (Ruka, Takeru). It is indeed his selfish love for Michiru. But he set her free (get the meaning?).

Should never think someone will be only yours, because in actual fact, she/he is being 'shared' by many other people she/he loves and vice versa.

Lastly (damn sweet),

'Family, friends, a married couple, lovers,
we seem to be one of those,
but we are actually none of those.
We will treasure the fragile happiness
and go as far as we can.
From now on, let's be friends forever.
If possible, without ever seperating.
And if something happen, and we must seperate,
let's meet again someday,
and laugh together,
forever.
my dear friends,
you are my last friends.'
-taken from the jap drama, Last Friends

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It's already more than 10 tissues.
ah-chew :/
But I think I'm exercising my stomach,
do you think I'll get abs out of this?
I wish
Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer had a very shiny nose. (I'm singing this now..)
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I want one of this, can I?Santa, please...

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Somehow, my week was spent at home, most of the time that is. Nothing bad about it, well I just like lazing around at home, which explains why work will never be completed. I'm getting stressed, again. I seriously need to finish up my work by wed, and start revising, I don't have much time, go go go!

And I thought I could do some work today, but I was wrong. I was helping out with christmas decor stuff for the party (amk qu hui + stone cell group christmas party), then headed down to civil service club at 5pm to put up the stuff. Everything was alright, but I was bored, well simply cause I don't know anyone there, young ones are too young, old ones, talked abit. Everything ended at 9pm. & I was alrdy shagged.

& I end up not doing anything productive (hmwk wise).
I'm sad! Oh did I mention I think I got NIGHT TIME sleeping problem, big one!
Anyone wanna save me?

Next 2 weeks I'll be rather occupied (: yayee! But I need to shop first! Mom, can I?
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It was no joke, I really hope I could take photos of the past.
It is good, but will never be better as before.
It is beautiful, no more.
Regrets, Comparison, maybe, I don't know.
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Balloons make little children happy.
& you make you happy.
I'm glad you're coming back, and I can't wait for the day we go out.

<3
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Parents are parents, seriously. If they think what my brother said make a whole lot of sense, then why isn't he doing it? If you think 'omg, it's so true', then why keep forcing it into me? Even if it does make a hell lot of sense, but I don't see him doing it, I seriously don't think how I should look upon this sentence as a motivation.

If you think tuition is such a waste of money, then stop asking me to look out for tuition! LIKE SERIOUSLY! I know it's for my good, but the way you all put it as if, I'm hopeless and I'm not appreciative.

& FREAKING PLEASE STOP THINKING I DIDN'T STUDY HARD ENOUGH! I DON'T SEEM STRESSED DOESN'T MEAN I'M NOT STRESSED ALRIGHT!

IF YOU AREN'T SUPERVISING ME 24/7, PLEASE STOP SAYING I DIDN'T STUDY!

Why are you give me a hell lot of stress and not him?! STOP SHOOTING ME IN THE FACE LIKE I'VE FUCKING NO FEELING! you burst all the balloons I hold, those that made me really smile.

o.m.g. apologise for such a post.
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Haha. Yes, I was exploring my brother's Mac, and this is the Photo Booth where I tried different mode, rather fun! (: The picture above is an example. Oh & I got Qing Feng to download Skype to play with me, he is like damn funny lah. He loves the 'Shake it' Button ._.

Oh on a lighter note, my cousin just came back from UK with elmo hoodie (apparently it's blue, not cookie monster, idk too) and cookie monster shirt! She asked which one do I want, of course I wanted both, but can't be so greedy >< Thanks girl <3 & she's flying off next week to HK o.o
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okay. I'm using my brother's old macpro. it seems difficult to use, seriously. or you can just say i'm noob xD but not bad lah, seems fun! playing with the webcam function. hoho! Oh skype is fun. I was playing it with cow (joon kiat) till 3 freaking am. Can you believe, we were playing hangman. Damn funny I tell you.

I think I'm a deprived kid.

Oh, buddy, Jan, XY coming my house tmr again (: hohoho, play proj & consultation!
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Quizzes For People Who Have No Life:
Name 10 people you want them to see: List 1-10
1. Qing Feng
2. Wanyi
3. Mervis
4. Yi Li
5. Yan Jie
6. Celeste
7. Eugene Peter
8. Pei Pei
9. Clement
10. Bernice

1) What song does #5 like?
Yan Jie. Emo songs xD He said a lot of random songs.

2) Does #1 like #6?
Qing Feng, Celeste. Cannot! Celeste’s my hubby, and they cannot have 姐弟恋！

3) What does #8 fear?
Pei Pei. She’s afraid she loses me. She’s scared of insects!

4) What do you think #10 thinks of you?
She thinks I’m awesome! No lah, she thinks I’m crazy.

5) What do you think of #4?
Yan Jie. I think he is a super sensible awesome great one and only good father.

6) Which church does #3 go to?
Mervis. He doesn’t go church.

7) Do you think #7 has a crush on somebody?
Eugene Peter. An alien from Mars, since he just came back from there.

8) Does #2 know #8?
Wanyi and Pei Pei. Yar, both classmates for 2 years, with me too!

9) How do you know #1?
Qing Feng. I know him because he’s random and he loves dogs xD Kay lah, we are from the same fellowship.

10) Do you think #3 can be really really good friend with #6?
Mervis, Celeste. Eeh, they don’t know each other. Mervis can do the talking, Celeste can listen, sounds good?

11) Do you like #2?
Wanyi. Of course, definitely, chop chop.

12) Is #5 a nerd?
Yan Jie. No lah, he so smart, don’t need to mug lah.

13) Is #7 your love?
Eugene Peter. Ah, it’s a secret. He’s a chicken, I’m a human.

14) What type of flower does #3 like?
Mervis. Do guys like flowers? Sunflower! Because I like sunflowers!

15) What show #2 watches?
Wanyi. Future films act by me!

16) Is #10 caring towards you?
Bernice. Of course, she is super duper uber nice (:

17) #1 girl or boy?
Qing Feng. He’s mixed. xD

18) Is #10 a Christian?
Bernice. Yes!

19) What are the qualities of #9?
Clement. Random Mugger!

20) What does #3 like to do?
Mervis. I answered in the previous quiz.

21) Do #9 and #1 look alike?
Qing Feng, Clement. Probably, because both are given birth by RANDOM.

22) What made #4 so special?
Yi Li. She’s a child of God. Guess people find her having very funny expressions and being able to play the piano well. Oh she's actually very cute like rabbit (: & she's fun online too!

This quiz is made by none other than the random-no-life Qing Feng (:
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*Jonathan*--I want ELMO SHIEN!!! says:
cause your random stuff super random to the fact that my random brain cant take the random pressure...

the quote of the day (:

P.S Am I really very random? I don't think so.
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Hoho, I've downloaded Skype.
For one and only friend. (:
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1. The one who asked me to do this survey?
Yannie. He didn't ask, just posted it.

2. The relationship between us?

老爸

3. The expression of his?
huh? Don't know. Hopefully (:

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you?
Urmm, folded me a bottle of roses? Probably too many to list.

5. The most memorable thing she said to you?
Can't remember. Probably everytime I'm going home, he will say 'take care ah, anything message me okay!' -I will always give him the 'uhh-o.o' look.

6. If he or she becomes your LOVER, you will?
hmmm, he's not a paedophile, I hope. hah, but he knows I love him still.

7. If he or she becomes your LOVER, what should he/she improve on?
urrr, smile more! (: I don't know lah, love me more!

8. If he or she becomes your enemy you will?
I will cry till it floods his whole house!

9. If he or she becomes your enemy, the reason could be?
urm, he didn't get me urm, foood. No lah, probably cause i'm too self-centred to care about his feelings?

10. The most desirable thing you wanna do for him/her.
paste a happy smile on his face, cool or what?!

11. Your overall impression of him is?
Woah, a sensible caring awesome father.

12. How do you think the people around you feel for you.
loud, stupid, irritating, laughing-for-no-reason.
SOME people thinks I'm a chicken-panda-pig.
anyone wants to help me fill this in?

13. What I love about myself?
I'm so awesomely irresistible.

14.What I dislike about myself?
I love to nap at least 2 hours and then having difficulties sleeping at night.
I'm a procrastinator.

15. The Most Ideal Person you want to be is?
A superhero, maybe a fairy godmother.

16. For people that care, love & concern for you, say something to them?
Thank you, you're great & awesome, I love you very very much! (:

17. Ten people that you pass the survey to is?
#1 Bernice
#2 Eugene Peter
#3 Pei Pei
#4 Alvin
#5 Jolene
#6 Daniel
#7 Iris
#8 Jonathan
#9 Janice
#10 Mervis


18. Who is No.6 having BGR with?
Daniel. Urm, he doesn't want to tell me xD He's very secretive yo!


19. Is No. 9 a male or female?
Janice. Female, like duh.


20. If No.7 & No.10 is together, will it be good?
Iris, Mervis. Maybe it isn't a bad match (:


21. What is No. 2 studying about?
Eugene Peter. He's studying about how to be the best chicken! Kay lah, Economics Math Chemistry Physics GP


22. When is the last time you speak with No.3?
Pei Pei. Yesterday.


23. What music or band you think No.7 like?
Iris. I don't know leh.


24. Does No.1 have any siblings?
Bernice. Yes, an older brother called Benjamin.


25. Would you woo No. 3?
Pei Pei, why not man?! (: better be honoured girl.


26. Would you woo No. 7?
Iris, of course, she's such a cute girl! [makes me sound so flirtatious]


27. Is No. 4 single?
Alvin, should be lah hor?


28. What is the name of No. 5?
Jolene Teo Jia Ling


29. What is the hobby of No.10?
Mervis. Remind me to study. No lah, I don't know leh, eat donuts.


30. Does No. 5 & No. 9 get along well?
Jolene, Janice. OF COURSE, without questioning.


31. Where is No. 2 studying at?
Eugene Peter, some Chicken Farm. Hah , kay lah, Nanyang Junior College.


32. Talk something casually about No. 1?
Bernice, she is so cute, so lovable, so nice, so awesome!


33. Have you developed feelings for No. 6?
Daniel. Of course! Are you honoured?! (i love elmo)


34. Where does No. 9 lives at?
Janice. Seng Kang.


35. What colour does No. 4 likes?
Alvin. Green. you want to tell me?


36. Is No. 1 & No. 5 good friends?
Jolene, Bernice. They don't know each other o.o

37. Is No. 7 sexy?
Iris. yes yes!

38. What is No. 6 doing now?
Daniel. Online.

WHY ISN'T THERE #8, geez still thought I'll get some fun out of this.
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Today was spent as per normal. But I had insonmia last night, only managed to sleep at 3am! And the fact that I need to wake up at 745am, that's impossible [I'm known for being a pig]. But no matter how difficult, as long as I'm obliged to wake up at a certain time, I will, I need, I must! Then I managed to reach The Legends at 9.15am!

After which, rushed down to church to help out in the Youth Hour Games. Well, I'm sorry that I'm judging alittle here and there, but seriously, some of you got to learn what's respect and what's appreciation, of course please improve your attitude. Not that you affect my day very much, but certainly, your 'I-don't-really-want-to-be-involved' or 'it's-so-boring-so-lame' attitude / face is really UNcool to start off with [in a more polite way of phrasing it]. If one should complain about it, I think I've more reasons to do it (?), I've been standing under the sun throughout, and I've got to shout but oh wells, I didn't so I do hope the next time round, at least try to be involved. Nevertheless, hope people did enjoy themselves. & praises to those who showed great enthusiasm! (: Right, upcoming Youth Hour cum Fellowship Camp, hope it will be a success! -Sore Throat. zzzzz

Then we were told that fellowship starts at 2pm, and thus the group of us ate at Kopi Roti (at Dhoby Exchange), in which we hope not to be very late for fellowship. Guess what, it turns out to be that we started at 247pm. hmmmm, then we had some reflection on Street E and stuff. Then Bernice and I were trying to get people to sing for Christmas Party? Rather discouraging.

Sadly, no one was going home with me and I thought I would have to train home alone, worse, WITHOUT MY IPOD! But luckily, Ruth offered to give me a ride, thank you very much! I'm honoured too, it was her 2nd time driving (I think) , how cool is that!

& lastly lastly, thanks Bernice for the little gifts! Love them alot alot, <3
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TWILIGHT



Yes, it is something that everyone's reading, everyone's grabbing, evveryone's anticipating for the movie. I read it too, last year that is. Well, it's something fresh and rather thrilling, but sorry to say, I'm rather disappointed when I saw who is going to act as Edward and Bella. I got agree that Robert Pattinson does look like a vampire. I was browsing through the pictures, I think they look rather gorgeous lah. Probably when I was reading the book, I expected more. Oops.

Well, I'll be catching it with OG15 on 29Dec. Hope it's good! [: BOLT
Another movie that I'm gonna watch, with Yannie (?) Yea yea? when ah?
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Yay! i finially finish all the levels of Hot Dog Bush! Super fun but tiring I tell you (:
3 cheers for me
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bad day, bad headache, bad mood, bad memory.
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I won't see you as a monster anymore.
I've no right to comment when I'm partly wrong, though to you I should be fully blamed.
I will just let it be.

I'll stay focus on what's more important.
Maybe in your eyes, I'm useless and dumb,
but no, I don't really care.
i'll stand firm to become someone I want to be.

Thank you very much.

P.S 'I don't forgive people because I'm weak. I forgive them because I'm strong enough to know people make mistakes.' What do you understand from this?
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I really hope I can fold all agony, hatred, everything unhappy into a plane.
Let it go, let it fly away.
On the surface, it seems like I need to forgive people,
but I think it's more of I need people to forgive me.
Lord, please forgive me for being self-centred.

It's difficult to let it go, I know.
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Dance's a Killer, I say. Everytime after dance, I'll be sweating and panting like hell, super tired. & without fail, once I reach home, I will be sleeping soundly for at least 2 hours! I hope I can sleep so well at night lah.

Well, yesterday Jolene, Janice and Xinying came over to do Econs project, but apparently, we didn't do much xD we were hooked onto some Bloons game! Then I headed down to meet Daniel at 4pm at Bishan Mrt to send Clement off at the airport. He is...... didn't much bother about us, oh wells. Daniel, being nice, bought me dinner, hoho (thanks!) Then headed home to catch the 2nd last bus!

Oh, Hiphop is way better now, & I'm relieved, but I still can't shake my butt >< Whatever! and there's more hiphop practices ))):
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